MADMANHales

the past few years were a difficult transition from school to work life, but now i got things settled and i have a chance to get back to drawing.

i'd like to know which followers are still active, so if youve read this, please leave a comment.

hi again,

ive been very busy this part year, and theres a lot that i want to talk about... i just dont know where to start.  in fact this week alone has been an emotional roller coaster for me. im dealing with some work-related and personal problems. But those dont matter to me as much as this:
we have a viral outbreak in our house that has killed 2 kittens so far. i have another 3 that im sure are infected and are being treated daily at the vet (one seems to be responding relatively well to the treatment) and im isolating them from the other 'healthy' looking ones, which are around 10. besides that there is nothing i can do but wait.

the chances of survival are dismal, and the virus can kill them within a day. so in a week my house is going to be a completely different place.

all of these cats are rescued. i never adopted one, and i never 'bought' one. 

i am overcome with sadness, guilt, and regret. 

went through my faves to look for inspiration

found lots of drawing/paintings i think need more faves

check them out:

    

    
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1)What is your name and nick name?

my nickname is salm

2)how old are you and where are you from?

im 23 and im from the kingdom of bahrain

3)Are you male or female or other?

male

4)When is your birthday?

oct 7

5)What animal would you like to become?

an eagle?

6)Favorite music/song?Why?

i dont listen to music actually ***

7)What super power do you want?

be invisible lol

8)What are your favourite movie and favourite character?

favorite movie - contact, favorite character - lightning from ffxiii

9)Do you want to be like your favourite character?

yes i want pink hair like her- um, i mean i want to be fearless like her

10)What did you feel when you got tagged?Why?

i was pretty excited ^^

i while ago i started a thread in the complaints section of the forum.  since i started working i've been having a hard time. the replies i got were not encouraging.

i was complaining about my manager's behavior.  He'd walk into my office unexpectedly throughout the day, which was very disruptive and annoying.

yes having a job is gr8, im very thankful, i'd hate to be without a job... but i was under a lot of pressure ; . ;

my manager was involved in a few legal battles and knew he might get deported. he saw me as his replacement and that made things harder for me.  i didnt get any job training or proper explanation on how to carry on our tasks. he wanted me to be as unproductive as possible and hold that against me. 

for more than a month the two of us were the only ones in our department. meaning if he got fired i'd be the only one keeping it from being shut down.

things got worse when the new employee came. the manager gave him all the tasks. i even asked if they needed help one time and he literally told me "there is nothing we need at the moment...so just 'look busy'"

to make things worse, its been 5 months and i still didnt get my salary. i can't- not until i get my college degree 'authenticated' which will take a while

you know, i guess i just dont have a legit reason to complain about this.